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Lowest point of my life.

Dear god, please help me through this darkest hour for I know
dat it is meant for my own good and dat all things happen for
a reason and you have it all planned out for me.

The heart really hurts and I'm not sure why you put me thru this.
But I accept ur challenges willingly for all bad times u will
give me good times. Please look after her and protect her from all evil.

Amin.

Feelings

Having feelings is like wielding a double-edged sword.
You can hurt others as well as urself.
I am getting pretty sick of certain feelings..
Its such a tiring process trying to figure out the feelings of others..
Or even trying to be diplomatic.

An ideal concept would be to have everyone learn to be receptive
towards criticisms and advise.when we are receptive we take comments positively and try to change ourselves.
Obviously usually for the better rite? No point changing into smth worse. LOL!

Well, I'm just tryin out blogging on my fone so that I can do when I'm overseas.
Plan has been set. I will be goin overseas for a year once I get my diploma.
Thank god for the advanced pathway.
But I am havin some doubts as some people tell me y not just go to a local uni.
The problem is going to a local uni is no problem academically.
But age-wise, I'm getting too old to be relyin on my parents to work.
I just want them to rest as soon as possible.

If they dun get to retire soon. By the time they retire, they wudnt be strong enough to really enjoy life!
Well, just hope dat my plan will turn out well.. Currently, I do need a break. Planning one during the sept holidays.
Plan an extended holiday where I dun need to rush to shop and not havin enuf sleep time.. My sleep debt is increasing exponentially
and I am starting to feel the negative effects of it.

Will try to blog again soon..
Ciao.. =)

2nd night of night shift.

Well, today's the 2nd night of working the witching hour. I dun feel as sleepy as yest!
Maybe I can actually finish up on Hancock.

Been blogging on and off cos I jus can't seem to find the time or energy to really put my thoughts into words. I'm actually trying to type as fast as I can and see how many mistakes I'd make. Well today there isn't that many people. This store is much more relax in the sense that you can actually do more at night. Other than finishing my work early, I can even do my programming and read. So yeah... hmmm... i can't think of anything much right now except the fact that is freaking cold in here and i seriously need to pee. Did some housekeeping on fb and I'm seriously gonna get my trip advisor board filled up..

okok.. mental block.. will type again soon i hope.. ciao.. =)